Sunday, June 27, 2004  

Renaissance.

Time and tide can never wash away the footprints left on the heart.
Deep enough, set in cast, crusted with the fragilty of a mast.
Gripping on tight to my beliefs, concurrently, losing grasp.
Emotions flowing like the rapids, can't be suppressed or withdrawn.
Truth to be told,

its gone.

I quit

My whore-iffic discovery

Well, the week has been spent watching euro cup, shopping, cheeky-ing nights, shopping, late suppers, shopping and worrying about my weight.(The mouth refuses to stop and the legs refuse to move.)

Bouts of PMS hits bad and the cramps are killing. Hello, any medication for an exploding womb?

I was just looking at the photos' from last year and realise that I miss school so damn much? I miss all my girls and recess :'(
somethings, once gone, won't come back...

Saturday night, 6 ladies and a guy at Holland for coffee. Charl, Claud, Sammi, Jev, Lynn and Kev, and me myself and I, all decked out at Wala's to hear that damn good lessie counterpart sing. Boy, her cover of Angel was gooooooood. Charls was so intrigued with her bottle-opener whistle and the Figo card that she won from the funny carlsberg woman that she really made us laugh. Next time we try the 3 litre tower thing ok!




i don't know why,
i'm sorry.


another. try

You remind me...

My brother's fuckin hilarious. He took my epilator and ran around the house, claiming to be the sheep shearer from hell! LOL. When I finally took over, and stripped him of his leg hair, he went all sissy and started acting gay. Cracked the shit outta me! *faints.

The show on Sat at meritus was good. Just the spot lights and rolling cameras made my day. Nixem made me an offer to jump over to either diva or mannequin which made me really happy. So I guess me and kellyn will be going for the audits real soon? Geez!




Well..

You just proved me right, you were all that I judged you to be.
No use for denial or excuses, you did it once to my favourite girl and you're doing it again, this time to me. What are friends for? What happened to loyalty and integrity? We'll just end here. I wanna have nothing to do with you no more.



you. were. the. last. thing. on. my. mind

Fervently, I still need you near me

Penned, 5.12am, 29/11/03, in my suite in KL,

I grimace in agony as the inflicted pain stays on defiantly.
That's something no amount of prozac can alleviate.
The dysfunctional emotional quotient's not pulling up its sock.
As though on jam brake, screeching to a complete halt on a lonely highway,
I turn around, but don't find you behind me.
Seems impossible, seems so distant,
seems like freedom's about as far as heaven as i presumed.
The chains holding down the tormented heart, afraid that one day,
this pandora box will open and unlease all evil and misery.
I must lug it away, I must, I might.

How oh how do I sashay away with style,
not looking back, not letting myself down?

Premonition?


Went for Rafe's gig on sunday, and I must say they're damn good, especially Awi. His vocals are just smashingly great. Settled down at a jazz bar after the gig to see the boys jam. They're a lucky bunch, all happily attached, so their girls were in the tow, which made things kinda awkward for me and Juan. But well, a night well spent I must say.

China Black yesterday was fine. Usual I guess, besides the fact that I saw so many of my secondary school friends, which was kinda weird. Me and Kav just danced the night away while poor Lynn had to entertain Brooklyn. Next monday? i doubt.

I've been getting msges from ppl i haven't heard from in 687674683784 years telling me about the photos in FHM. Kinda.. made me smile. :) Walking in 4 inch stils around the house to get used to the height for Saturday's show and I'm almost hitting the door frame. Don't like it!!


Well..


Pardon me for my incoherent thought, the mind just ain't working well.
Part confused -- Part distant.


Beyonce - Wishing on a Star